WooHOO!!! My musical recording for X' mas finally ended this morning. Next week must focus on my studies liao. Haha. Yesterday night i went over to jian fan's studio at Methodist School of Music. My first time playing cello in a studio. Dam cool sia. N guo fa drove me home after that. Haha. I made it just in time for my anime. Haha.

After concert hui yun said she wana take pic wif th n i. Haha. Took 3 pic in total cause brandon said it wasnt nicely taken. Haha. Seems like my spec reflects upon the camera flash. Looks cool huh silvery spec. Haha.

Concert just finished. Haha. Finally!!! Dont need to coordinate liao. HAHA!!! The concert went off quite smoothly n the last part was so touching sia, maybe to us the members of NPS. My frenz was saying the last part was too draggy. Haha. A new boy band is appearing in NPS soon. The "7788" HAHA! The next T'ang Quartet. 2 cellist n 3 violinist. I feel a sense of belonging to the NPS n cant bear to quit haha. Well, at least nw i got a place to chill off wif my good frenz at the club house. Haha!
Thinking of school works n happening. I would only say a "bad" haha. This sem de module quite alot must memorise sia. Nt easy. I hate memorising. Well in any case, i hope i can stay away from temptation of playing games in class. Haha. But eh even i listen, i'm still easily distracted by gamers around me. Haha. Jia lak sia. Well well above is a pic taken after my first concert wif the NPS. HAHA.

Concert's this sat. Sure is fast. Not easy to coordinate the ppl also. Looking at the back stage ppl, i finally understand why ppl always say they admire the back stage hero. Their jobs r even tougher. I think the only that stress me is i play the violin den coordiante the ppl for next song follow by playing the cello den coordiante n coordinate. A bit rush for me. Anyway hope i will recover from my illness b4 sat.

Today de IS class was terrible. I chose to join a grp wif all girls. Then the other guys just sat there so in the end they form 2 grps among themselves den i'm like the only guy wif the girls. Dam awkward. Maybe i think too much but well, i just don wish to see ppl talking behind me cause i'm the only guy. Lol. But well, last sem de IS i grp wif guys so nw wif girls. Let see if my points for IS will be better this sem or nt.

Dam tired! Finally back from camp. Looking back at the camp hmm something good is i know more ppl from the same cca as me liao. Got my own clique liao. Haha. Sha, TH, lionel n horace. Da jia hao, wo men shi "5566" HAHA. The rehearsal on sat, was a real time disaster for me. No time to coordinate at all. Well, just hope everything will turn out much more easier n better during the next rehearsal.

Passed by bpmc when i went home but didnt alight cause i was too tired. The moment i finish bathing, the next thing i realised is i'm already sleeping haha. Too tired to even move. Btw, feel proud i get actually play the violin during the concert. Haha. Finally, it has started........

Tml camp le. Hmm hope it will be fun. Staying at home also nth to do. Tried to chiong all those musical recording de songs le. Some pieces sounds weird when i play it wif the song going on. Den have to change this n tht. HAHA. Tedious work. Still have blank here n there cause i don really know how to write out the score. But something good is i'm more familiarise with musical notes nw. Haha.

Thinking back of sunday. Having sherry to actually drive me home from church. Haha. So cool. Seriously i can really feel the love that each n every bro n sis in christ have for each other. So warm. It would really be troublesome to travel back home by bus wif this big guy - cello. Well well tml camp i need to bring the big guy all the way to sch again cause sunday need to use it again. Haha. But well at least nw there's some1 who understand hw troublesome it is to bring this big guy out. Haha.

A stressful n tired day hAha. Thanks to v^3 (vian, na, von) and gab for coming over to help me out for the upcoming church de musical recording thing. It sure is tough for me at first due to my weak sight reading. Thanks to them i was able to at least learn one piece today. Guess it's more than enough. The left over pieces, min le will be helping me out in writing out a proper cello score. Feel so bad to trouble her but at the moment when i receive the scores, everything went blank, dono wad to do. Better nt talk bout those scores le, for nw it will only makes me feel more stress.

Recently or should i say since last time, i was always having mood swing. Wonder why, although i didnt really show it out but when my mood swing, i will feel so tired. Sometimes i kinda feel that accepting others just like hw god accept us is really important. But it seems this isnt an easy task. It's about testing ur patience i suppose, to be able to stand wad ppl say bout u. Well well well i think the best thing is still the CHR motto - Pray & Work!

People once said u have only one time in your life so why not just relax and enjoy to the fullest. However for me, it seems nt to be the case. Too many worries. How to get rid of it? Lolx.
Need to slim down, study well n get into uni, get into SAF music and drama, where should my family move our house, find a job that suits me so that i can earn money and not rot at home during holiday. So much worries.

Yesterday night i just prayed, hoping i can find a job maybe this ending soon de holiday or my next long holiday. Today my frenz just called me asking me if i wan to work wif him. Just for 3 days. Somehow it's better than nth but it just seems so funny to just work for that 2 days (can only make it for 2 days nia). N cause it's just so sudden, i had already planned my schedule also so decided not to work. I'm just so weird, just the way i think. When i finally gotten that something i want, i decided to let it go. It just seems so stupid. Well i hope god will grant me wisdom so that i can at least know wad i truely want.

Yesterday morning went to play basketball wif samuel, elson, teck meng, kah poh and isaac. No 1 there so we're able to play w/o distraction. It was really fun to gather together again. Sadly some of them starts school on next mon liao. After the game kah poh, samuel n i went to buy some games. I kind of regretted buying one of the games cause it seems like it's nt wad i wanted. Haha. In any case, it sure is nice to have some new games finally. Come to think of it, there's still some games my friend gave me which i haven play yet. Lol.

Woke up at 10am today n had to rush to bpmc for fellowing? Gathering i think. Only gina CHAN, vina, honey n i were present. The others went missing. Had a nice chat n i went over to sch for my cca n also lunch wif lionel. Brought one of the sch cello back. It was in a hard cover so it was so dam heavy. Had to carry all the way home. It sure is very troublesome but i guess it should be worthy. Haha.

Went to bugis with aileen, jian ming, v^2 and zhong ying. Seems like the "teens zone" in bugis junction already "dao bi" le. GG!!! Lol. There's only 2 shops selling clothes which is within my budget and my style of clothes - Samuel&Kelvin n IP Zone. Eh i bought only 1 T shirt nia from IP zone whereas jian ming bought 4 or 5 T shirts sia. Haha! I was thinking it's best if i can get myself at least 2 or more clothes but majority gtg.

On my way back wif aileen n jian ming, they decided to acc me to buy some more clothes. Thanks to them i gotten myself another t shirts lol. It was a really tiring day. Jian ming n i like kinda cant walk liao cause leg too tired. Haha. Girls sure rule at shopping lol. Oh ya ys last min got work so cant come. Sad sia den forgot to ask guo qiang along somemore. Haha. B4 i forgot, i remember vian told me she'll look out more clothes for me sia. Hmm.. haha. That's poly life man. Troubled about wad clothes to wear to school. Something good bout jc, don need to care so much sia, compulsory to wear the same uni as everyone. LOL.

So long nvr blog liao. Feel so lazy blogging. Haha. Btw this picture is the 1735 rush hour camp at Kota Tinggi. Didnt regret going there. Know more ppl now. Haha. Taking private cello lessons de plan cancelled le due to financial prob but thanks god at least now i gotten 3 new cello books for me to practise n study first b4 the time comes for me to take the lesson. Well, hope to spend the holiday efficiently by playing games, practising cello and lastly train my body. Gotta do something wif it afterall my fig is wad always bother me most. Haha.

Back from the bible camp. Really glad to once again see those sp cf bro n sis in christ again. Hmm i had a hard time trying to understand n digest wad is being taught n it seems like i failed. Somemore i leader n had to depend on the team members w/o contributing. It was kinda stress of cos but it was indeed definitely fun to get to play n chat with them. Haha. Kept falling sick during the camp also so was sleepy n tired during the lesson so i couldnt really concentrate.

Something i cannot deny is LOL, i actually was able to fig out who my angel is. Haha. So obvious. Haha. Well end of this camp would also meant the 2 weeks my dad need is up also. From wad i see now, it's impossible for him to actually agree to let me take up private cello lesson but well, i will keep that in my prayers.

My skins started to peel already also. Even my head!!! Dam disgusting. If u see it u will vomit. But heng today recover liao. Phew! Nw i return home also sian. Wif my mum here always nagging at me, asking me to find a job, sometimes i really cant stands her. Wonder how long will my patience lasts.

Went for the chinese service today, saw vivian sitting alone at the side of the church hall or something waiting for her turn to play the piano. Then after church went to cwp to have my lunch wif my family den went to woodgrove to buy a chicken lol. Dono y woodgrove here suddenly got this mini "pasamalam" my mum n i went to take a look. I guess i was lucky, my first time seeing a cello music album n i purchased it, it's by yo-yo ma. Listening to the cd now, yo-yo ma is indeed amazing. His cello pieces sure you gan dong dao wo de xin.

Oh ya, btw just discovered that my head also kana sun burn LOL! When i comb my hair i can feel the pain also. Hope i can recover by tml morning when i go for the camp. Thinking of the camp again, hmm... makes me worried. Lead my seniors? That's nt an easy job for me definitely, had been a leader since sec sch but nvr a leader to lead my seniors, the most is ppl of my age. So this time round, it's indeed a big challenge for me. I believe gold has his purpose for me, just have to obey. Btw, one more week to go b4 my dad come into a decision to whether he can afford my private cello lesson. My goal may seem so much easier to achieve if this plan goes on. Was so eager to take up private lesson last month but recently it seems like i'm getting more restless. Dono y.

Left house towards sentosa at 7.15am today. Haha! It's my first class outing this yr. Everything turned out very well. It did not rain which we expected it to happen but the weather was dam hot that almost all of us got sun burnt. I didnt feel the pain when i left sentosa so thought i was ok. Eh but seems like i'm wrong! Haha. I got sunburn on my arm, back n face. Haha. It sure hurts alot esp my back. Anyway it was really fun today, having to play my first volleyball game n follow by my favourite basketball.

Scenery is indeed nice, erHEM, yea haha. After we had our last game of captain's ball in the sea, we proceeded to vivo to hav our dinner n went home. Haha. THis outing is indeed not just fun but i think it's important also. Seems like we have to go for outing in order to know more bout each other n to bond together as one. Next mon will be my bible camp liao. Dono y, suppose to be looking forward to the camp de but this time round, dono y but don have the feelings. Hope everything turns out well for the camp.

This week's my exam week. Sure is tired n stress studying for exams but somehw next week seems to have lots of activities awaiting. Doesnt seems so bored anymore. While studying today i thought of next fri. Teacher's Day celebration, whereby we the ex students will go back to our sec sch. Was looking forward to this day de but suddenly some1 caught my mind again. It's that girl! Few weeks ago i felt extremely frustrated but nw, i felt so worried. Wonder why. To wad do i deserved of having this unknown girl doing this to me? Thinking of her spoils my mood. Wad can i do? Some say ignore her but does it really helps? Guess not. I cant imagine wad i will do the next time she does that again. One tight slap n get myself into trouble? Happen to know she's actually my sis in christ n here she is doing this to me. God! Forgive her! Sigh...

This matter sure is enough of spoiling my mood for days n nw cause i use detergent to wash my mouth n it's too reactive, my mouth seems to hav this marks due to the spilling of the skin. One reddish patch over at my face just beside my mouth. To know that i care so much bout my appearance, instead of getting better, here i m having this kind of prob.... Today sure is one tough and stressful day for me!!!

It seems that after my bro got into the army, our relationship became somehw very close. Praise the lord for tht. I guess this is the only period of time whereby i actually talk so much to my bro also. Haha. Really glad that we are so much closer nw.

This few days it seems like god is letting me see my own wrong mistakes by having ppl do something unplesant which i gt to know. It seems that i must really reflect on my actions and words use. Today i went to library to study wif charmaine. Just my luck, i saw that girl again, as usual, very rude towards me. I dono hw to describe wad she did in front of me but it seems that this whole day i'm just so PISSed off that i feel like KILLING her again. Nt like i really know her or something, nvr talk to her b4 but dono y she's just so rude to me. How i wish she could just disappear in front of me. To think that she once said i'm as dark as a charcoal in front of me, it's like this is getting on my nerve. She definitely reached my limit, no doubt about that. But i believe sometimes i also judge ppl like hw she did. Now den i feel hw it is. Thank god for that but i hope i can at the same time cool down. If i see her again, i dono wad i would do.

Just finished my EIS test n that means EIS module is finally over. Well it went kinda ok ok only. I cant remember wad i have studied n this time round, i don even know r my ans answering the question. Haha. Well some of my frenz told me they didnt studied but they're able to write a whole chunks of words. Haha. I guess they're really talented in studying. Haha.

As usual, went for strings essemble today, six quitted but today 2 more joined in. It seem so little to have only 3 ppl in the cello section but wif the 2 new ppl, it seems like we're almost full le. Some cello spoilt so we will be short of cello if too many ppl comes in unless we can get the new cello before the school starts again. Next tue will be my last PWA test. I hope this time round i can prove myself i can really do it. It's an open book test so yea, i just gotten score for it. Haha. With god's help that is. Haha. The following week will be exam week le. Gotten buck up n chiong. At least i wont regret for nt working hard if i cant reach my target. Haha. God will make a way for me.

Been quite some time since i blogged. Exams r just around the corner now n tests keep coming out. Just got my business statistics test and i'm really happy bout it. I actually struggled wif this chap - probabilty, at first but it turns out i got an A. It was really god's grace. Praise the lord! Haha. I always thought of going to the uni but it seems that it will only pressure myself so i decided nt to think of going into the uni. Just enjoy myself as much as i can n of cos, do study for test n exam. Haha.

Harry potter movie just came out nt long ago n i wanted to go see it but just couldnt find a suitable day to do it. Mon to fri got sch. Sat got cca n sun got church. It seems tht my schedules are fully packed. Well don really have much time for leisure cause exams n tests are coming. I failed my open book java test n nw the sch decided to give us another test which is closed book. I really cant imagine wad will happen n for my EIS test, i only just passed my MCQ test n nw a written essay test is coming so i really cant imagine wad will happen. Both my weakest module tests are coming out in a more difficult format for me.

Just had my s&w badminton tournament today. It went off really well at first until i met wif the former school team badminton player. I kana trash like hell, so i had to fight for the third place. This time round i met up wif also another former school team player, also very strong. It was a close game though and i lost. But this time round, i lost wif pride n i don feel disappointed at all losing to a good player like him. I got my rank "forth" in the class. It was better than nth. Haha. Was really very nervous during every match, heart beat go faster n faster during every match.

It seems to me like time's running out, having this n that project then test also. Yesterday de business statistics went on quite well. Wasnt as hard as i thought. However, tml de Eis test is the one i'm more worried. Got little knowledge for that module n tml de is a written essay test. So far our test for that module is mcq de so i just hope for the best.

Left woodlands church of christ for quite some time already. Yesterday when i on my way for dinner, i saw dean n john. It was kind of surprise to me, dono wad to say, didnt know that they came to sgp already. I dono wad to say when i see them, out of words. Felt kinda sad when they told me they have been trying to contact me through the phone but gotten the other church members gave them teh wrong no. So after the dinner i went straight back to the church building to have a nice chat wif my 2 old pal and of course, our favourite "Cut throat". Haha!!!

Anyway it was really amazing. Just the day before they're going to leave sgp n i met them. God's will huh. They have been here for 44 days n yet i didnt know that. It was a really disappointing matter. But well, it's better than nth. At least i got to see my old texas pal before they leave sgp. Praise the Lord!!! Seems like a very disappointing but yet touching story isnt it haha.